I want to see what the I do when my back is completely up against the wall with nowhere else to go but forward or quit. No help from others, no cheat code, no short cut, either finish or quit. I want to see how I respond and what I do when I am pushed past my worst exhaustion and past my worst pain. I want to see what I am made of as a man. Because I have never in my life pushed myself to a physical breaking point and not broken.