FEELING LIKE SHIT NOV. 2017 THIS IS THE TIME I WAS AT THE LOWEST POINT IN MY LIFE. I WANTED TO END IT ALL. THE REASON I WANT TO SHARE THIS MOMENT WITH YOU, IS BECAUSE THIS IS WHAT IT REALLY LOOKS LIKE WHEN YOUR GO FOR IT.  EVERYTHING ISNT FUN. I DO KNOW THAT IS YOU CAN OUTLAST THAT PAIN THE REWARD IS SOMETHING YOU COULD NEVER EXPLAIN.